Now I just sat on a train to Gothenburg. I go there with the track and I am not in Gothenburg since I was small and went to Liseberg, so it will be completely new to me.
It felt sad to say goodbye to the Gunnel this morning. We woke up like a pass in love couple, sleeping nose to the nose and she is the best I know. My grief about being tired is sometimes a bit of a hello who takes over my personality fashion, as a fog that I will continue to work through or again. Also powerless in the soul. It shades what my pleasure and my presence, not for a grid but for my own share and I walk around and feel so often sad. I think the more with her and the more lively everything gets somehow, the more I become aware of my own story and my sorrow. Proud to be in a completely different place itself, but the body and the heart sometimes remain. If I hold and comfort her, calmly, it is as if I have calmed down a bit in the recent evenings.
I get nothing more than you, my head does not come around you and that is perhaps exactly what the whole thing is that I wrote as a note a few days ago. I am still looking for my way, do things with friends, but I don’t really get that spirit in my throat for the next feeling. But I also don’t have the energy to scale. I also need energy from outside.
Now I will enjoy my own time, see some series. Meet two men, a Hanna and a Hannah, with whom I spoke this year and never met. So nice with a new city, new meetings and a little completed.
I will also say hello to the napkin rings on Aplace. It will be gold.
And you, I have not received my statistics all summer, so it felt a bit like writing for yourself without knowing anything or being able to see. But yesterday I received an update and I could see that you are left. Happiest I am <3
I hope you have a nice Monday!
<3
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