Back in New York after a summer in Sweden. Went through the days with Jetlag, all children prepared for their first day back at school and even packed all the suitcases. So now we are Back to normal.
I thought to write that I will be like a child if I am jet, but that is not true. My children seem to feel zero of the time difference, except a few moments of small dips during the day that quickly pass by. But I get a wreck. I get some kind of physical symptoms, vibrating, dizziness with nausea and moved by lifting my feet while I walk, with a precious kind of membrane over my eyes. Like a side -and -ready filling, but where the fun party was rather an 8 -hour flight with at least two of the four children who get very ill.
I wanted to tell you about the summer that has been, maybe post a picture of that sunset that was completely sick one evening there. Maybe a photo when the children bathe in the pool or on my legs that got so brown this summer. It might have been normal if it wasn’t updated for that long. But I can’t stop thinking about something else, namely getting older. So mine.
We come home every year at the end of August in New York, and there in the days, while I live with the aforementioned Hell Days with Jetlag, I celebrate years.
Last year I filled 40, so with simple math I now filled 41 a week ago. And I feel …
Yes, what do I really feel? That 40 is the new 20? Well, I really don’t do that, I don’t want to be 20 years old. But rather that everything goes too fast. That life is short and that the children will soon leave home, etc.
Okay, I can offer a sunset from the summer?
It was a good summer weather. Very beach hanging.
So it’s not so much about gray hair or a jaw line that slowly goes together with the neck and then, what … just becoming a breast? But for example, I feel a horror that I have never known about getting sick before.
For example, found a lump in the breast this spring, which luckily turned out to be a benign cyst, but that I am called that way Breast tissue with high density Making it more difficult to find tumors on mammogram the future. I had to do ultrasound and they said we would do that Keep an eye on it. And I notice now when I write this that I don’t really remember when I did the last cell tests?
Christmas evenings where you don’t need a thick sweater.
A route on the kitchen floor. Maybe jet with the label?
And then this thing that came as a faded and incomprehensible brackets in life, the pre -work.
What do we say about it? I have had the feeling that it is going for me like in cycles, can it be true? At the moment it is quite quiet PepperBut some time ago I felt that I had bent many symptoms on the list. I was sweating for a while at night, got a strange menstrual bike, pain in my body and mood swings without that. Take it up when I was with the doctor and I was told that I also had a high cholesterol, that I had never had before.
Yes, I don’t know. We all have to walk as you say?
A trip to London for Oasis.
And Abba Voyage, who was sickly cool and Johan had a finger with it when it was made.
With the best Anna and different.
Okay and if you have to be a bit superficial, I intend to be there now, only a small neighbor.
But then … what happened to the fact that you could come up with fatigue? To wake up in the morning and look so tired and worn out as you can do after you have slept for a whole night for more than 10 years, but that it has disappeared after a shower and some makeup?
Now it doesn’t work anymore, although the type has even been sleeping in their own bed and all night in the last two years, even the youngest. It will no longer be nice if I make it right, I think. Looks quite older. I may be wrong and apparently find it difficult to follow the steps of the make -up tutorials. I have looked at how you can make up for when you are 40+, because it will not be good.
A while ago I also got a little jerk and started to hold with face yoga and sleep with some tape in the forehead and shit. But I couldn’t maintain that long.
…Where it was the perfect summer evening …
To hang my acid and my oldest friend.
But because you are not for everything Debbie Downner So it is fantastic to actually get older, hopefully to see the children move from home.
And I probably feel so calm that you have heard as much about it when you turn 40, you stop with so much worries. Get a little less anxious. I don’t have to give 100% of myself to everyone I always meet, which was tiring.
As a friend said here, feeling less fear about everything that could have gone wrong. So much water has already passed and it has become good. So there is more confidence.
So I am incredibly grateful for every year that passes!
Now it’s time to pick up children, Happy Friday! ❤️
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