Man United Title winner opens in the battle with depression and fear after he is brutally mocked – with Gary Lineker apologizes with him

A former star Manchester United says he used to leave the house because of spot over his appearance.

Luke Chadwick, who won the Premier League in 2001, says that the ‘abuse’ had him ‘helpless’ and was unable to bring it to everyone.

The graduated Academy played with David Beckham and Roy Keane, but that status did not hide him against his appearance.

Chadwick was the weekly butt of jokes in the BBC TV program that they think it’s all over, something he said before that it would “eat” him.

Host Nick Hancock and Gary Lineker, a team captain, have apologized for the years.

Chadwick said BBC Sport: ‘If 19, 20-year-old it should have been the best time of my life, but for a certain period … I didn’t want to go to the stores, I didn’t want to go out with my friends … I would just want to stay home because I was so afraid that people would talk about the way I looked.

Chadwick was regularly mocked for its appearance on the BBC show, they think it’s all over

Gary Lineker, who was a team captain in the show, has since apologized for the ‘pain’

Chadwick came through Manchester United’s Academyh and played next to David Beckham

He is now the director of the Football Fun Factory, a coaching and experiential network

‘I think it was away from the game that it influenced me more, and it was something that I became obsessed internally, and I didn’t like to leave the house because I would be just abused or teased about the way I looked when that would not actually be the case.

“My thoughts were vulnerable to be weak -” I can’t show any sign of weakness ” – while in reality our vulnerability is our greatest strength,” he says.

“I couldn’t talk about anyone about it – even my family, my friends – it was something that I kept so deep inside … and probably felt helpless, in a way, because I just didn’t know how to deal with it … and I just wanted it to stop.

‘Only when I got away from Manchester United, and the spotlights are not that much on you … that I could rebuild my self -confidence and lead a very happy life.

‘Football was always the place where I felt free; The place that I didn’t think else about. ‘

Chadwick, 44, has released an autobiography called not only a beautiful sight that share stories from his career.

He is now the director of the Football Fun Factory and offers training and experiences for toddlers and children at more than 50 locations in the United Kingdom.

The midfielder from Cambridgeshire was scouted by United at the age of 14 and Sir Alex Ferguson called his mother to supplement the wheels of him who sign up.

He then made 39 performances for United before spending time at Royal Antwerp, Reading, Burnley, West Ham, Stoke, Norwich, Mk Dons and Cambridge United in a career that included all the top five Divisions of England.